For Jeff

I sat & read words unable to understand. You gone, it all felt wrong. You were suppose to be happy & living the life I imagined you in. So many memories of your smile & gentle spirit. Walking in the Los Padres Forest, a girl from NC feeling so out of her element, yet safe with you. A friend, I wish I had known better. Floods of times, so long along. You as cool as ever, me not so much. Just watching in awe at all that you knew, It seems so unfair that you left so soon RIP Jeffrey